[Chorus]
Now I can't stop holdin' on
And I won't stop loving you
Now I can't do what you've done
So forever lying
So far if I'm on my own
Hope I find my baby
All the pain you left in me
It's all the pain oh oh

[Verse]
Yeah, you call my phone and we talk
You said you wish it was different
You said you know what you did
But you wish you wouldn't have did it
Said when you said that you loved me
You swore to god that you meant it
And ever since we separated with everyone else I've been distant
I should've listened, losing you never sits right with me
I really want you to fight for me
Instead I was fighting for you love me
While fighting these demons inside of me
Told me you loved me and told me you cared and told me you're sorry, damn
I know that I'm over you, hearing your name is racing my heart for me
You took a part of me, part of me is filled with regret
A part of me just can't accept, that you'd really do me like that
I know I forgave you but I can't forget
I can't forget everything I can't pretend it didn't happen
The thought of you leaving helpless is something I hate to imagine
I really put all my love in you
I really put all my trust in you
Whenever I felt I was lonely or needed someone
You was the one I was running to
Really I'm used to this hurt, cause everyone leaves in the end
That's why I just push them away or run 'em away I don't give 'em the chance
I guess I'm better alone cause all of my loved ones desert me
I'm scared of meeting new people
I'm just so scared that they'll hurt me
Cause I was crying for help damn, and nobody heard me
Staying away from the world I'm praying nobody disturbs me, please don't disturb me
Yeah, but how are you lying to people
You're telling my family I beat you
This is why I don't be trying with people
Cause you can't accept what you've done so to cover it up you sit there and lie
You know I've never been happy and now that I'm trying, you tryna ruin my life
I see you happy you're tryna move on, I've just been letting you do you
But now that it's me and I'm tryna do it, you just won't let me cause it don't include you
You never wanted me have you
You only care about yourself
You hate the fact that I'm happy
And it's cause of somebody else
[Chorus]
Now I can't stop holdin' on
And I won't stop loving you
Now I can't do what you've done
So forever lying
So far if I'm on my own
Hope I find my baby
All the pain you left in me
It's all the pain oh oh