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She loves me not
[Intro]
I'm starting to believe that it's makin' you happy watching me drown in my misery
I know that you miss me, but wanna seem strong, tell everyone you ain't miss me
Even if you think you missin' me, don't let me know 'cause it's killing me
In love as we was, I gotta accept that maybe it never was meant to be
I wish that I knew love was so dangerous, wish the times wouldn't have changed us
Hate that the demons inside of my life are looking so much like the angels
Hate that we ended like this, I hope that you're not in pain
Hate that you did me like this, so with that, I'mma just say
[Verse]
I'll never fall in love ever again, never trust somebody else with my heart
I'll never trust anybody again, I never thought that we'd be apart
Begged for your love, begged you to stay, hate that you left me, get way too attached
You left me helpless, and now I'm in pain, lovin' someone who don't love me back
Went through your phone and I see that you cheated, can't look in my eyes 'cause you know what you don't
One day, you love, the next day, you don't, you really know how to play with my mind
You really know how to play with emotions
Hate that I care, but I can't control it
Gave me my life, and gave me the hope, all of my life, I was hopeless
Hate that I picture you and him together
Hate that you left, could've been forever
Hate that I'm feeling the feeling I felt when you was with me, but now that we're separate
I never did anything, let you tell it
Gave it my all, but you say that I'm selfish
Helped, and I did everything that I could, you didn't care, I was helpless
So, really, it's fuck you for breaking my heart, I never did anything to deserve it
Fuck you for leaving me alone in the dark, asking myself why I wasn't worth it
See, an unhealthy obsession, hate to admit the depression
Hate that you left, but it's for the best, it wasn't a loss, but simply a lesson