[Verse]
I take this pain away, by drowning my thoughts in this bottle
Lately, I'm drinking to die, hopefully I'm gone by tomorrow
Or maybe, he'll take me today, I got so much I can say
Sometimes, I sit in the dark, and pray to God to take me away
But I know he can't, maybe, he wants me to suffer, lately, I feel like I'm trapped
Maybe it's 'cause of my karma and all the shit in my past
I know I fucked up a lot in my past
Yeah, it just don't hurt me no more
Fighting for people to love me, but now, it ain't worth it no more
I just don't care anymore!
I know I've said hurtful things, I know I'm part of the blame
I love me gеtting revenge, but that shit won't takе away none of my pain
And nobody else understands the shit that goes on in my brain
I understand, I'm a man, so I keep it all in until I'm insane
I can't believe that you left, I guess, I wasn't enough for you
I've always given my best, I guess, it wasn't enough for you
'Cause now I just have to accept, that loving me, was just too much for you
No matter how much that I should've, I would've never gave up on you
All of my life, people left me, I always feel so abandoned
My hearts been broken by so many people, but really, it starts with my parents
'Cause I guess, I wasn't enough, 'cause they just walked out of my life
And so many times, I laid there at night, and tears would just fall from my eyes
'Cause I really wish that y'all loved me, 'cause lately, I feel so alone
And all of my life, I've been lost, I never had me a home
I never had anybody to show me they loved me without them pretending
And when I would tell them about all flaws, they would just use them against me
They would just leave me, loving me just isn't easy
I'm starting to see that I'm never enough, I guess, I'm probably the reason
I guess, I'll drink all this pain away, maybe, you'll take all my pain away
I drown my pain in this bottle, maybe, someday, it'll fade away