[Introduction]
Yeah, where do I start?
Feel like I'm losing myself
I know I am messed up inside
But how am I wrong for refusing to help?
I feel like I can't be fixed
Maybe I am stuck in the dark
I don't think all the pills can fix the pain in my heart
So I guess its' pointless

[Verse]
I lay in the dark in my sorrow, today I just gave it my all
But there isn't enough for tomorrow
'Cause I'm tired of the pain, and I'm tired of fightin'
Just tell me what it is worth
To give my all to these people for me to be selfless
Just to be filled with this hurt

[Bridge]
What is thе point?
'Cause I can't see anymore
I feel like thеre is no point in living my life 'cause I'm not me anymore
And they say it gets better but it's been forever so I don't think I believe it
It probably get better when time, but now I won't be here to see it

[Pre-Chorus]
But please don't be mad
It's not that I'm weak I'm just tired
I wish my heart wasn't broken, 'cause then I could work on my mind
But life isn't fair I know, and not being happy is killin' me
I try to be vocal, they listen
But i don't think that you're hearing me
I hate that I'm broken
I hate that I'm stupid
I hate that I feel like a mistake
I hate when i am talking to God, I feel like he don't listen to when i pray
[Chorus]
I hate that I look in the mirror and i hate the man lookin' back
I hate that I'm so insecure
I just wish you'd understand

[Verse two]
Mama if you listen, please don't be mad
I know what i am doing ain't right
Your son isn't perfect
I am not a fighter, I want you to know that I tried
I want you to know that I love you
But lately I don't feel like me
It was nothing that you did, you did what you could
It's something that is wrong with me

[Outroduction]
Since I was young, I have always felt like this
I never thought that I belonged
And this isn't because I'm depressed, it's 'cause I feel so alone
Its' 'cause I feel like a burden
I am always living with grief
I've always felt like a problem, that's why everyone leaves
But really, I'm sorry
I know you wanted what's best for me
The world has been takin' my soul
But I leave you everything left in me
I love you forever and always
To the moment you know I am gone
That moment is sooner than later
I love you, sincerely your son