[Intro]
I’m just tryna be the best that I could be
You ain’t gotta see it

[Chorus]
And I’m just tryna be the best
But it get hard with all these problems on my chest
Ain’t tryna leave, but it be better if I’m dead
I go missing, I’m just leveling my head
And mama I been in the streets
Before I wake, I told God to give some peace
Ain’t tryna go, but it be better if I leave
I’m tired of pain love
This shit hurt me when I bleed, ah

[Verse]
And I been tryna keep it real
Ain’t no fighting
You know that shit will get you killed, dawg
Full body and I’m deep off in the fiеld, raw
Throw away shit, I just need sometime to heal off, ah
N***as said I wouldn’t gеt to where I’m at
And be the biggest I could be
Swear I go hard, I’m from Eastside
'Cause life, it ain’t no reviving
I hold it all in
So I can’t talk, I rather be quiet
Because I’m in the street
Shit that don’t mean, sometime I don’t be crying
I hold my head still, I’m here still
These shooters, they risked they life for me
Can’t be killed
Why I feel I ain’t got no life for me?
I feel demon
But I go hard, I’m still here
Let me know, if I fall, would you go?
Working on my craft, I’m in the lab
I ain’t been fucking hoes
Let 'em go, nah, nah
No more falling in love
I been balling, Chris Paul
Hardly, can’t even get hard
Life been so hard
[Chorus]
And I’m just tryna be the best
But it get hard with all these problems on my chest
Ain’t tryna leave, but it be better if I’m dead (if I’m dead)
I go missing, I’m just leveling my head
And mama I been in the streets
Before I wake, I told God to give some peace
Ain’t tryna go, but it be better if I leave
I’m tired of pain love
This shit hurt me when I bleed, ah
And I’m just tryna keep it real