[Verse]
I wish I didn't have to go home
Tell them I couldn't make this time, I'm sorry
Holidays never meant much
So I'll drink to myself while I cry out for help, in this
Frozen apartment I sleep
Tethered to visions of you when you were with me, yeah
Who needs this cold reality?
So I put on all your records just to feel familiar
And it ain't for lack of effort, more than I've put in all year
I think I might just call into work
Tell them that I'm moving to the North Pole, I'm sorry
Wish I could say it's been real
But these Xanax you gave me would surely disagree
And so would I
I'm not myself it's been a while
It's been a while, yeah, yеah

[Instrumental break]

[Chorus]
I think this year I guess I'll come homе
Tell them I'm gonna make it all up I'm sorry
Could you forgive me yet
'Cause I'll be there either way, this I promise
Next year and year after that
I'll be home next year and year after that
I'll be home next year and year after that