Amanda Fagan
Technoblade and Tommy: What You’re Looking For
[Verse 1: Techno]
Staring down, standing
Death's uncertain door
Darkness reflects, wondering
"What if I’d done more?"

I look back on the tragedies
Uncertainties that plague me
Yet somehow, your eyes
They're what haunt me the most

[Pre-Chorus: Techno]
I don't have the words to say "I’m sorry"
'Cause I’m not
All the friendship and the love
And in the moment, we forgot
If I could stop myself from hurting you
And take away the pain
I wish I’d say that I would do it
But I’d blow it up again

And I’m writing and I pause
Of all my friends and loved ones
Why's it you I’m thinking of?

[Chorus: Techno]
Fingers gripping from the dark cold door
But why are you here? I don't know you anymore
But I hope you find what you're looking for
Though I couldn't give it to you, know that you deserve the world
I hope you find what you're looking for, oh
I hope you find what you're looking for
[Verse 2: Tommy]
Staring down, standing
Death's uncertain frame
Darkness reflects, wondering
"What if I’m to blame?"

A life full of the things I hate
And traumas led me to this state
Yet somehow, our battle
Hangs the heaviest weight

[Pre-Chorus: Tommy]
I don't have the words to say "I’m sorry"
'Cause I’m not
All the friendship and the love
And in the moment, we forgot
If I could stop myself from leaving you
Try harder to explain
I wish I’d say that I would do it
But I’d say it all again

Then I’m walking and I pause
Of the few friends I've been left with
Why's it you I’m thinking of?

[Chorus: Tommy]
Fingers grasping from the dark cold door
Memories haunt me, I’m not who I was before
But one day I’ll find what I’m looking for
Though you couldn't give it to me, know that you came pretty close
I hope you find what you're looking for, oh
I hope you find what you're looking for
[Bridge: Techno and Tommy]
I see you standing opposite of me
So many days together, didn't think this is where we'd be
(so many days together, did you think this is where we'd be?)
The danger that I’m facing
It's one that you faced before
(It's one that I faced before)

As I step into the door
(As I step in the door)
The thought crosses my mind
That I hope you find
What you're looking for, oh
What you're looking for, oh
I hope that you find what you're looking for