[Pre-Chorus: HatorBee]
Staring down, standing
Death's uncertain door
Darkness reflects, wondering
What if I'd done more?
I look back on the tragedies
Uncertainties that plague
Yet somehow your eyes
They're what haunt me the most

[Chorus: HatorBee]
I don't have the words to say I'm sorry
'Cause I'm not
All the friendship, and the love
And in the moment we forgot
If I could stop myself from hurting you
And take away the pain
I wish I'd said that I would do it
But I'd blow it up again

[Post-Chorus: HatorBee]
And I'm writing, and I pause
Of all my friends and loved ones
Why's it you I'm thinking of?

[Verse 1: HatorBee]
Fingers gripping from the dark cold door
And why are you here?
I don't know you anymore
But I hope you find
What you're looking for
Though I couldn't give it to you
Know that you deserve the world
I hope you find
What you're looking for
Oh, oh, oh
I hope you find
What you're looking for
[Pre-Chorus: Amanda Fagan]
Staring down, standing
Death's uncertain frame
Darkness reflects, wondering
What if I'm to blame?
A life full of the things I hate
And traumas led me to this state
And somehow our battle
Hangs the heaviest weight

[Chorus: Amanda Fagan]
I don't have the words to say I'm sorry
'Cause I'm not
All the friendship, and the love
And in the moment we forgot
If I could stop myself from leaving you
Try harder to explain
I wish I'd say that I would do it
But I would say it all again

[Post-Chorus: Amanda Fagan]
And I'm walking, and I pause
Of the few friends I've been left with
Why's it you I'm thinking of?

[Verse 2: Amanda Fagan]
Fingers grasping
From the dark cold door
Memories haunt me
I'm not who I was before
But one day I'll find
What I'm looking for
Though you couldn't give it to me
Know that you came pretty close
I hope you find
What you're looking for
Oh, oh, oh
I hope you find
What you're looking for
[Verse 3: HatorBee, Amanda Fagan, Both]
I see you standing
Opposite of me
So many days together
Did you think this is where we'd be?
The danger that I'm facing
It's one that you've faced before
(It's one that I've faced before)
As you step into the door
(As I step behind the door)
The thought crosses my mind
That I hope that you find
What you're looking for
Oh, oh, oh
I hope that you find
What you're looking for