Don't you love me like you used to

Lately I've been in the depths of the sea
Playing "love me, love me not"
I'm the edge of my seat
First you're blind, then you see
Everything that you need
You'll be fine, let it be
Just remember to breath
Remember there's hope, it's close
When you need it the most
That' when you really gotta hold them when it's easy to fold
I've seen it before, the damage that I've seen on the road
I've seen friends turn foes but I needed to grow
From construction in the Carhartt
To working at the car wash
To dropping out of school
I couldn't tell you how I got up
Used to love me for the dreams that I thought of
And now I couldn't tell you what they mean if it's not us

Used to
Don't you love me like you used to
Way back when don't you love me like you used to
Don't you love me like you used to
Way back when don't you love me like you used to
I bet you miss me don't you
You probably miss me don't you
But you don't love me like you used to
You don't love me like you used to
Way back when don't you love me like you used to

Real talk that nostalgia
A lot of people came and went
I should have hauled them in
I've seen good souls sink
But you know I swim
I just hope that I'm forgiven, given all my sins
Seen the writing on the wall
I've seen the pain of it all
Seen the cost of what I'm playing
Seems I've payed it in full
Felt your touch turn cold
Guess I'm late for the show
But you never see it coming that's the way that it go
And now your guard is up
It's hard to see over fence
And best friends grow apart, no one gotta pretend
If you know what's in your heart
Then it's the start of the end
Why you gotta make this harder than it already is

Used to
Don't you love me like you used to
Way back when don't you love me like you used to
Don't you love me like you used to
Way back when don't you love me like you used to
I bet you miss me don't you
You probably miss me don't you
But you don't love me like you used to
You don't love me like you used to
Way back when don't you love me like you used to
Hate me, judge me, say you love me
If you want something, try to take it from me
This ain't for the weak of heart
We're leagues apart, just God above me
This the pinnacle of make or break
This one gonna take the cake
It's the last one, promise
Let's be honest
Only one way to escape the game
And that's ghost not even a note
The fire turn cold and they following the smoke
Mailbox full when they hit me on the phone
Cause they want me soul but I never woulda sold
Never woulda broke, I done made my bed
Same old song, you can save your breathe
Bet they all long gone
When it’s all been said
Why you talkin shit?
When it ain’t your neck
When it ain’t you bread
You’ll be pushing all in
Now you turnt got the VOL on 10
Learn to see
'Fore you shoot the breeze
You’ll be on your knees
And the game gone end
How we friends?
What happened to revenge?
Speak your truth tell me how it all went
If we switched shoes you’d be out your head
But it all make sense
I've become unhinged