[Verse 1]
To be honest I don’t know if I should be afraid
What the fuck should I do to make u feel paid
Aye!
What if you find me hanging from the neck in the ceiling of my room?
You just care about yourself
But you don’t give a fuck about my gloom
Do you think that because I can't cry I’m immune?
I feel pain inside but u don’t notice cuz
I have to wear a motherfucking costume

[Interlude]
Oh, so you are trying to get attention?

[Verse 2]
Sorry I wish it was like that
Cuz I got a lot of shit that I don’t wanna mention
I’m so tired of the motherfucker that tells me I’m special
We know that ain’t true
Cuz I don’t have potential
I used to be expressive then, but now I cry on instrumentals
I'm not the smartest guy but I know the essentials
What the fuck is happiness, I wonder?
I've been temporary getting it from entertainment
But all the pain I have rn is not gone
Everything is laughter until The one who asks you for payments
Is A motherfucker with a better phone
What would u do when u notice that the motherfucker that u call friend Is the one who broke ur bones?
[Outro]
And to the ones who I disappointed
I’m sorry that I made you believe in me in vain
And I'm sorry if I ever made someone feel pain