[Verse 1]
I'm gonna- gonna kill myself in a crowded room
Let my body hang, baby, it’ll be so cute
You'll find my corpse laying precious on the fucking floor
Will I overdose or slit my wrists? Who the fuck knows
So many ways to end it, I’m seeing lights like Christmas
And I feel like Jack, baby, I just need so much more
And it feels so cold but my body doesn’t know
That I’ll kill it fucking soon to get rid of all my pain
Let my suicide be a fucking holiday
I cry everyday 'til it consumes my hate
I’m screaming at the walls, when will I fucking fall?
I want my body on the floor, scattered in gore
Long live LiveLeak, rip my fucking veins out
I wonder how long I’ll fucking live
And I’ll never be okay, that’s without a doubt
Please, don’t look at me, I can feel your eyes peak

[Verse 2]
I wonder what it’s like to feel alright
I just lost all my feelings for a fucking night
Something tells me that my time is coming soon
I don’t feel good, I'm sick to my stomach
I keep fucking up my arm, like, all the time
You make feel so nauseous, put my fingers down my throat
Now I’m crying in the bathroom and I feel so alone
And I can't fucking think, please take my phone
I drag my fingers down my wrists, I can feel all the scars
And all the hurt, yeah, they look like stars
Cuts are beautiful like art, I can't help but feel this way
I feel like I've lost everything
I’ll stop eating and scream at myself
Show my ribs through my skin, I cannot feel
I wonder if they found my body at peace
Come on, baby, jump with me, let’s count to three