[Part 1]

[Intro]
All you did today for your birthday was walk me with and wait for the lottery, are you sure that's okay?
Really, I'm fine with it
I- this is a first for me

[Chorus: Tropes]
Sorry, I don't mean to get the way I did
Self destructive tendencies they push me in a ditch
Got nothing left to lose, that's how I tell it
Pin the blame on you, gone without a hitch

[Verse 1: ch2rms]
She ask me why I do it I can't give her a reply
Stomach hurts tryna come up with an answer so I lie
I'm the problem
I'm the one that caused it
I'm the one that's mad
I'm the worst
I'm the one that started it, the one that's bad
I tried for you I wonder why
That was put in question
You stop replying, oh my god, yeah that made me restless
Speak to you but every time, yeah you push away
Stop replying then you come back, then I push away
[Chorus: Tropes]
Sorry, I don't mean to get the way I did
Self destructive tendencies they push me in a ditch
Got nothing left to lose, that's how I tell it
Pin the blame on you, gone without a hitch
(Hahahahaha)
​ch2rms, it's over

[Verse 2: ch2rms]
Stomach hurts tryna come up with a answer so I lie
I can't deal with it like anymore I swear I'm finna cry
When I sit inside a hole I swear to god I wanna die

[Part 2]

[Verse 1: Tropes]
Brace yourself for disappointment
I know what you're waiting for
Can't be honest
It's synonymous enough
Leave me out to rot now now now

[Verse 2: ch2rms & Tropes]
Blame it all on this
Blame it all on this
Blame it all on this
Blame it all on this
Blame it all on this
Blame it all on this
Blame it all on this
Blame it all on this
[Outro]
I don't know, you're supposed to like wait for the right moment
Because that's the way it's meant to be