Just know you're not alone, when your sitting home all alone, with no one to call your own,no messages on your phone not even a hello,all this pain builds inside of me, I wish I could get it out of me,I'm sick and tired of all this tragedy I wish I could just be happy,life's so cruel and the people are too, love is a lie to me and I'm sick and tired of all of the lies that are told to me, shits fucked up but that's the way it's gotta be, I just hope one day that my parents will be proud of me, I know ive fucked up but I can't go back in time, all I can do is try to be a better guy,I've lost so many people who where so close to me and sometimes is hard to not sit and think, of what they think of me now, looking down from up above, I hope they can feel all of my love, that I had for them and still do, and I hope they will be proud of me too,so many things in life just come and go, it's hard to think about what will the next be to go, without my friends and family I will be all alone, in this stingy world slowly losing my soul, no I don't want you to feel bad for me, just to listen, because what I'm speaking is the truth, but not everyone can get it, I grew up as the fat kid, never was cool, always had cheap clothes,being looked at as a fool,being made fun of not feeling so good, starting harming myself because I thought I wasn't good enough, for the people around me who really didn't give a fuck about me, it's really fucking sad to me how people act, we are all the same