I feel my body decaying
No I ain't worth saving
Laying in filth
Hiding from my guilt
My home is built upon broken dreams
That won't ever be seen from again
Drowning in apathy
I don't wanna be anyone or anything
Let me fade out of reality
So I can try to find some fucking peace

Nobody can change me
Nobody cares to try
You don't want me
But I want you
So I hope that you'll lie

Spaced out on the floor
Too hard to care anymore
I'm always so fucking bored
I cannot afford the words I speak
My life's too cheap
Don't you forget your place, bitch
Now close your eyes and fucking cry
You're wasting your time
It's over
You fucked it
Everything's gone to shit
Watching the screen again
I need someone to let me in
I want some kind of connection
So hard to find any affection
I don't like you
I just want you to play pretend
Don't make me hurt myself again