I let go of what made me whole
And dug myself a deeper hole
I fucking hate being alone
But it's all I've ever known
There's nobody left to care
So why the fuck am I still scared?
I don't think there's any coming back from this

I can't find any bliss

Can't take living in this skin
Did my life ever really begin?
Sink into my cold sheets
Never wanna wake up again

I'd ask you to stay
But you're too far away
I don't know if I can take another day
I wanna find a way
To not be so afraid
Maybe then I could fix this mess I've made

I'm the worst of lovers
We'll nеver find each other
I'm a jеrk, I'll suffer
And you'll just find another
I let go of what made me whole
And dug myself a deeper hole
I fucking hate being alone
But it's all I've ever known
There's nobody left to care
So why the fuck am I still scared?
I don't think there's any coming back from this
I can't find any bliss
I can't find any bliss
I can't find any bliss
I can't find any bliss