(Tag)
Smoke

(Ad Lib)
I'm the underground king, and I ain't been crowned

(Teaser)
Just seeing my homie, what's up with you?
Yeah, yeah, man, it's good to see you back!
No homie love, no hug?
Oh for sure, for sure, what's crackin' wit ya?
(gun cocks)
Always down!

(Pre-Chorus)
Yeah
Ugh

(Chorus)
Depressed and I still, I still
I have a smile on my face
Behind these walls I'm so sick and tired of this place
With the rope, happily I tied around my neck
I'm so sick, of this life
No more pain this is it
Have you ever had a talk without saying goodbye?
The next day, the soul leaves, and brain's outta they mind
First you laugh, and thеn cry, and then we suddenly diе
The happiness go like Robin Williams, that's not no lie

(Verse 1)
Tryin' bust my ass, tryin' hold my shit together
You think just 'cuz I'm happy really think I'm doin' better?
You think because I stay strong, with no sense of causing self harm
What I really wanna do is grab these blades and slit my two arms
I feel like I just wanna pop some pills and never wake again
Maybe I can sleep and never have to deal with the pain I'm in
I could drink all this liquor mixed with medicine and chain reaction
Prescription, stomach bleeding, intestines cause eternal eruption

(Chorus)
Depressed and I still
I have a smile on my face
Behind these walls I'm so sick and tired of this place
With the rope, happily I tied around my neck
I'm so sick, of this life
No more pain this is it
Have you ever had a talk without saying goodbye?
The next day, the soul leaves, and brain's outta they mind
First you laugh, and then cry, and then we suddenly die
The happiness go like Robin Williams, that's not no lie

(Verse 2)
Tweakin' off this crystal meth, hoping it's my final breath
This world is different when you livin' off of manufactured substance
Is this pain temporarily?
Or forever last eternally?
Depression is, that silent whip, and it kills you swift, and it kills you slowly
Maybe I'm just cryin' for all the pain that I've forever felt
PTSD from the bullets not gunshot that forever melt
Or maybe being raped when I was young and I didn't get no eleven help
And jailed up from lies because my mother said that I was giving hell

(Chorus)
Depressed and I still
I have a smile on my face
Behind these walls I'm so sick and tired of this place
With the rope, happily I tied around my neck
I'm so sick, of this life
No more pain this is it
Have you ever had a talk without saying goodbye?
The next day, the soul leaves, and brain's outta they mind
First you laugh, and then cry, and then we suddenly die
The happiness go like Robin Williams, that's not no lie