I will absorb you living is torture
I am not your friend I am not your enemy
I am just a shell of where a person used to be

So I'm gone so long
Please don't ever worry what you ever coulda been to me
I love you I wish I could be a better person, Those who stayed the course even when I fuck hurt them
'Cause even in the end I know I never could deserve them
I'm sorry to my friеnds and the few I love, my mom I triеd and my Brother I'm done

I will absorb you living is torture
I am not your friend I am not your enemy
I am just a shell of where a person used to be