[Intro]
J Roes

[Verse]
I'm in the back with the pen when I practice
I'm in church, preach to the masses
Riding with my friends in a Aston (Aston)
High end, middle name be Bastien (Bastien)
Last name, when I hit full throttle
Uh-oh, I done came in pronto
Sometimes feel blue like the sky though
My flow too cold like staccato
I feel like my mind be haunted
I once held a gun and shot it
God gave everything I wanted
Mom gave her all, I'm honest
I love you both, I promise
I owe you all the art
Is a part of the hardest part of a thought is the scar left on it, I know
Yeah
I get it when people be talking, they jealous, yes sir (Haha)
But ain't nothing better than raising your levels like Heaven to Heaven to Earth
Or feeling the courage, I'm feeling the urge
Built from the dirt
Be praying I flourish, feeling discouraged 'cause ain't no one listen
Admit that I miss em
Admit that I'm spitting, I 'member back then when a pill had me itching
I 'member back then when a G had a vision
I'm remin and iscing, I'm missing her kisses
But now it be different
Everything changed, oh, no way
Better hold my faith
All so fake, like the gold on my chain
Stone cold face, I done went through pain
Been through a lot, put it on my soul
On a Adderall, gotta put on my coat (Brrrr)
Say I went soft but I just went ghost
Yeah, I'm froze but I don't like to boast
In a parking lot, with the Lexus ES-350 four, better hold up
On my own, boutta blow up
Russian Cream, my soda
Call yo' bro up and tell em you love him before he gone
I don't need Saint Laurent, running like a fool with my Chucks on
AF1's, got the customs
Hit it out the park, Byron Buxton
I was chilling with people, these people treat me so different
I be feeling so gifted, tripping off a tab in a audition
We was in a lot, in a car kissing
Tell you what I got is a star vision
Had a hard heart but it went missing
Mama told me that, better go get it
Way back then, I done sold spinach
Life be chess but it's no scrimmage