[Intro]
I've been lonely
I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending
And that's all I can do
Fuck yeah
The love I'm sending
An't making it through to your heart (It's that pain)
A Lau on the beat
But there's something that you forgot (Ayy, AR)
[Pre-Chorus]
This shit, you can't make up
In tracks, I ain't make a fake one
And my grandma sedated, I was telling her "Wake up"
She wanted to go, I was telling her "Wait up"
Her heart stopped beating, I ain't lose faith, man I kept reing, uh
All this pain I'm enduring, only gon' tearing me more over demons
[Chorus]
I've been going through so much pain
Grandma had diеd, it'll never been the samе
This whole year been strange
Feel bad 'cause I hang with the family, less than I hang with the gang
But family hang with you in them chains
And them "gang gang" n***as change
Only a few I know gon' bang
And n***a I'ma do the same
I slide instant, my loyalty long distance
Over money, I see n***as start switching
Gotta love my bro from long distance
Won't believe all of the shit I done witness
And it's still no snitchin'
On a drill, boy, ain't no bitchin'
They hate me, but they don't listen
I'm on a mission, I'm tryna reach millions
[Bridge]
Ay Spazzo, wait on that appeal
Pops told me this life was gon' get real
I'm hurt, but I know you cannot tell
'Cause I drip like I signed a major deal
Crazy, I should be unexpected
Grandma did you even leave your will?
I been in that field like a Navy Seal
Got indicted then came home, drillin' still, uh
[Verse 1]
'Cause I can't let them take me
Even without a gun, it can't face me
12 on my dick, they stay tryna trace me
'Cause I keep me a rocket like Tracy
When I slide, ain't nobody make me
I'm a savage, ain't nobody made me
Even up top, they couldn't tame me
Different shit, but it's still the same me
I could look in your heart, you ain't real
Stressed out, I've been missing my meals
Ten toes, how you on my heels?
Any opp n***a get killed
Bro rewind, like a highlight reel
He'd cry over milk that's spilled
Fuck the D.A., I ain't takin' no deals
Unsigned, I don't need no deal
[Verse 2]
They can't wait 'till I drop like a penny, see
When I slide by myself, no dependency
Fuck a label, I like independency
For the jealousy, I keep a remedy
Make a bitch n***a sing, melody
Push him back 2 yards, penalty
Weapon, deadly
Headshot, specialty
I cannot hang with you if you lame
I pay at least twelve for my shoe games
When I say twelve, not flu games
Boy I got cream like Wu-Tang
Big gleesh got kick like Lu Kang
They know how I rock like Wolf Gang
N***as only drillin' on UK
When we shoot, make cover like 2K
[Verse 3]
We ain't shootin' from a distance, uh
And we aimin' where he thinkin'
I know a couple shooters that be blinking, uh
And them n***as be on Lincoln
Oh lord, let that sink in, uh
That's why these n***as missing
That's why they failing missions
Call me JR, I keep a Smithen
[Chorus]
I've been going through so much pain
Grandma had died, it'll never been the same
This whole year been strange
Feel bad 'cause I hang with the family, less than I hang with the gang
But family hang with you in them chains
And them "gang gang" n***as change
Only a few I know gon' bang
And n***a I'ma do the same
I slide instant, my loyalty long distance
Over money, I see n***as start switching
Gotta love my bro from long distance
Won't believe all of the shit I don't witness
And it's still no snitchin'
On a drill, boy, ain't no bitchin'
They hate me, but they don't listen
I'm on a mission, I'm tryna reach millions
[Outro]
I've been lonely
I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending
And that's all I can do
The love I'm sending
An't making it through to your heart
But there's something that you forgot