Lyrics from Snippet and Live Performance

[Verse]
For another chance and a break from reality
A lifeline from a nightmare calamity
I hate this world, I hate this earth
It's reincarnation, repeating birdsong
So tie me down, set me loose
I really wanna place my head in a noose
And fly away with the ones I love
Flying in the sky like a snow-white dove
So high, I wanna fly, fly, fly
Even if I think I don't think I wanna die, I wanna die
I wanna be deceased, and then turn emotionlеss, soul will be releasеd
To the other side, [?] of pain
[?]
You know everybody's name, no such thing as never afraid
[?], I don't think it will be worth it
Benjamin, living life under your service
It just-