40 Years

[Intro]

It's a world going on outside we ain't safe from

(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, uh)

Staring our my project window



[Verse 1]

Off my sabbatical, uh, had to get at you, uh

Fashionably late, just enough to make you salivate like vaginals

International travels ain't change my apparel

All the way that I see the straight and narrow

Foolish pride, ego is big as the pharaoh

Head in the clouds when shots echo

From [?] to the [?] all the way back to my ghetto

You hear the trappers crescendo

Uno momento, get them kids out the window

Bullets ain't got no names and they don't care who they go into

So my auntie said I felt defensible

Like a superhero, it's as if I never bled

Woke up the next morning, heard that [censored] was dead

They shot him twice in his head

Moment of silence for this moment of violence

N***as is out here wilding, yeah

Shell cases in the sandbox

Walls tatted with fragments on top of taggings

Rival hoods getting wacked out, combative savages

Damaged goods is how they packaged us, yeah



[Interlude]

(PTSD)

Could you ever walk in these shoes?

(PTSD)

Stroll down the block

(PTSD)

40 years plus these streets been on fire

(PTSD)

That young man is 14, but hatred is its own desire

(PTSD)

Bound to the set by blood



[Verse 2]

You kill who you know, my homie Nate gave me that quote

That's possibly the truest thing he ever spoke

We done made more n***as ghost from our hood than any other hood

We wanted smoke

This ain't a rap subliminal jab back and forth

This is hop out the G ride and burn down the front porch

It's hard to hold the AR properly

When the forces from the torch is jerking your whole body

That mean innocent bodies by standing they dying obviously

It's ominous

Toast to every body that's trying not to sin in this ungodly society

Post traumatic anxiety, the reason why we be ducking sobriety

Gotta get high to deal with this rivalry

It's 40 year civil war we be fighting so profitably the irony

It's the American way, get yours, get paid

Make an example, whoever in the way, spray

But I ain't no preacher man

I ain't jumping up and down like a deacon, I'm just thinking man



[Interlude]

Could you ever walk in these shoes?

Stroll down the block

A father, a mentor, a lesson about crescendo

A hustler's on the view from this project window

Got put on the only time he ever seen love

40 years plus these streets been on fire

911 is a joke and the sirens bring riots

Unc said, "roll the windows up, n***as is cold"

(Roll the windows up)

Felt a breeze in his bones

(His bones)

Every time the wind blows

Bullet holes