I lay down
In your eyes
In your arms
With your lies
I forgive
But never forget
Do you feel
No regret

And it's been so long since I could say
Oh, that I have felt so close yet so far away
I stumble as the world surrounds me I cannot help myself
I feel it every time my heart beats for you
And no one else

And you are a beautiful disaster
But our love has faded faster
Than we could ever understand
That blood is on your hands
And I felt the end was upon us
Sooner than your honesty
Can you feel me

Bleeding memories of your ghost
It hurts for a moment but then it just goes
Feeling into all your lies another fucking excuse
Leaves me with alibis
Deceiving me again and again
I'm not asking you to feel an ounce of guilt
I'm evening the odds on my own terms
Using the hand you've dealt
There's nothing left to lose
All I feel is you
And now there's nothing left to prove
All I feel is you

And it's been so long since I could say
Oh, that I have felt so close yet so far away
I stumble as the world surrounds me I cannot help myself
I feel it every time my heart beats for you
And no one else