[Intro: Water Hexagon]
Wawawa, oh it's recording
Ok, ready?
Here we go

[Speech: Water Hexagon]
It's not that I wanna die
If anything, I want to live
I'm just tired of being me
Someone who can't achieve anything of worth
A privileged individual who could have done so much more
With what I had
Instead, I fell into a spiral of self-loathing and ineptitude
I say I wanna die so much, it might as well be the truth

[Intermission: Water Hexagon]
Uh, wait

[Speech, Pt. 2: Water Hexagon]
My motto, fuck I'm retarded!
But I know it's a shorthand for wanting to be special
To be needed, important, loved
Constantly falling short of the expectations of others and myself
I probably don't deserve this life, so I go on saying I want to die

[Outro: Water Hexagon]
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