[Chorus]
I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
What the fuck is after death? It's getting closer
And I'm scared of where I'm gonna end up
The only thing I need right now is some luck
But will I get it? I feel like a villain
Will I end up in Hell? Will I even get to Heaven?
I don't know, I don't know
What's after death? That shit's close
I don't know, I don't know
What's after death? That shit's close

[Verse 1]
What do I do with the little time that I have left?
Nobody cares, and nobody even will after death
I'm different from the rest, there's shit nobody accepts
Wish I was understood, and people didn't wish I was dead
But that's life, and I guess I gotta learn to accept it
But when nobody accepts you, how do you accept shit?
Don't you fucking see? It just doesn't make sense
I'ma start marking off the names on my list
Hit list that is, have I mentioned that I'm crazy?
If I get pissed enough, I'd even shoot a baby
I only use guns cuz I'm lowkey kinda lazy
I'm impatient and it's crying, man, I fucking hate waiting
I might act like I'm everything, but I still got emotions
Hurtful words come at me in these punching motions
And when those words finally hit, they cause big explosions
And they all cut deep, they diss the way I'm copin'
[Chorus]
I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
What the fuck is after death? It's getting closer
And I'm scared of where I'm gonna end up
The only thing I need right now is some luck
But will I get it? I feel like a villain
Will I end up in Hell? Will I even get to Heaven?
I don't know, I don't know
What's after death? That shit's close
I don't know, I don't know
What's after death? That shit's close