Chorus:
In my room I'm alone
I don't know what's wrong
Lost but I am at home
Where's my phone
Turn it off
Don't call
I need you
But leave me alone
People asking why am I like this
I'm different nobody understands me
Lonely need change acting like I like this
Running from myself
Man fuck this
Verse 1:
Always in a cage but now I'm leaving
Spent laying down on my bed I was dreaming
Life is what you make it but I was lying
Never got the life I wanted but I'm trying
To make a change I know this might be strange
Always on a paper but I never flip a pagе
My heart beats but I feel like I'm dеad
What would happen if I trade
Love for my loneliness I've been fighting this
In my darkest days All I have is stress
And I practice this and I need to switch
Closed ear when they preach I do dismiss
Never wanted to be this
Shit
I don't like change but I'll leave it all behind me
Turn my back on my back I'm running
Turn my back on my back I'm yeah
Chorus:
In my room I'm alone
I don't know what's wrong
Lost but I am at home
Where's my phone
Turn it off
Don't call
I need you
But leave me alone
People asking why am I like this
I'm different nobody understands me
Lonely need change acting like I like this
Running from myself
Verse 2:
Darkness in my mind I see no sun in the day
If I chose to be like this then I will change my way
Maybe God can help me maybe I just need to pray
Kept it long enough I thought it would fed away
Switch loneliness with relationships
Maybe I'll feel like I do exist
Never wanted this who will save me please
I am desperate I do admit
Sitting by myself its been a long while
Same direction its been a long rail
I was young then but I feel grown now
Full moon full blown ima turn now
Maybe share love I might feel more
Never was a breaker aw aw no no
Feeling out of sight but I can control
Its about time that I let me go
Crying in the dark will it always be this
Health on the line coz I over think
Swim in depression I might just sink
But I need change so I'm taking that risk
Chorus:
In my room I'm alone
I don't know what's wrong
Lost but I am at home
Where's my phone
Turn it off
Don't call
I need you
But leave me alone
People asking why am I like this
I'm different nobody understands me
Lonely need change acting like I like this
Running from myself