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What am I supposed to be
What am I supposed to see
In a world that’s left me broken and feeling
Like this pain will never recede think
Back to my darkest days
Then realize they’re with me
Numb the pain Novocain for now it’s over
Wake me up when I’m sober

I wish I could describe
The way it feels when you close your eyes
And on your neck you feel twine
Count to ten no nine
Kick the chair swingin in the air
Finally feels right
But then you start second guessing
Trying to undo the knot light is fading
And in the nick of time
You fall and start to cry
Cause you hate that you’re still alive

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Never felt the same again
Every thing that I thought everything that I did it be killin’ me within
An emotional bloodbath Freddy Krueger in my memories
I don’t wanna go asleep cause I don’t wanna' know what’s waiting for me
This time I’m well enough to say I’m better off
But it’s inevitable that I’ll never let it go there’s scars in my heart
Amazing how losing everything can save it all
I’m so grateful that despite the fall I made it after all

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Something is telling me that I should take advantage of this opportunity
And curse the name that started it all, plead for his downfall
Ruin his reputation but I ain’t like that at all
To sink down to his level is unfathomable
I didn’t choose to keep on living to be like him, my glass is full
Didn’t know it could be before, how inspiring
But I drink it down and I see the other part of me

My soul is broken and the blood’s on my hands
I often wonder when it all will end
But at the same time, i now enjoy life
And I don’t wanna' die, I don’t wanna' die
I know I’m going to hell
So on my last day I’ll
Numb the pain novacain so when it’s over
I’ll never wake up sober