[Verse 1]
I think I'm rotting from the outside in
I keep on sucking down oxygen
This is gonna hurt, it's a sickly burn in my stomach
I'm nauseous again

[Pre-Chorus]
You're new 'til you're not
You're the name in the bedpost until you're a notch
It's cool, I just thought
Maybe I could be the one for once, but

[Chorus]
Not a big deal, gonna be fine I know
Nobody's fault, nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games 'til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again

[Verse 2]
God, I feel small and, God, I feel passive
Tell myself I'll snap back, elastic
Wrong person, wrong time, read bеtween the lines
I'm falling back on survival tactics
[Pre-Chorus]
You're nеw 'til you're old
And everything's warm until it goes cold
It's cool, I just hoped
Maybe this time wouldn't go up in smoke, but

[Chorus]
Not a big deal, gonna be fine I know
Nobody's fault, nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games 'til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again

[Bridge]
Whenever I pray that I'll be the exception
I find I'm the pattern, what an awkward confession
I sit like a statue in the car on the way home
I walk through the doorway alone, but

[Chorus]
Not a big deal, gonna be fine I know
Nobody's fault, nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games 'til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
It's just another
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again