Lou (UK)
HOMESICK
[Verse 1]
I know its for the best
And it might not feel like it yet
I just need some rest
Its so hard to sleep when in your head its thoughts of doubt
And insecurity, am I enough or is this just burning me
Maybe I'm obsessed
With if anyone has even heard of me, yet
Really hoping I don't waist my time
But I just need to find something that ill leave behind
They won't care about my nine to five
There's so much I gotta do before the day I die

[Chorus]
Home sick, But sick of my home
Crowded streets, But no one I know
Oh shit
I'm home sick
Home sick, But sick of my home
I packed up everything that I own
Oh shit
I'm home sick

[Verse 2]
My mum always said
Your life has no limitations
Cause you're the best
And never lower expectations
And have no doubts to show insecurity
Your enough love, your impurities
Maybe too obsessed
Shouldn't care if no one else has heard of me, yet
Really hoping I don't waist my time
But I just need to find something that ill leave behind
They won't care about my nine to five
There's so much I gotta do before the day I die

[Chorus]
Home sick, But sick of my home
Crowded streets, But no one I know
Oh shit
I'm home sick
Home sick, But sick of my home
I packed up everything that I own
Oh shit
I'm home sick
[Verse 3]
I'm pushing and pulling and I can't decide
If every decision I'm making is right
I'm looking forward, and then in my eye
I catch a demon on enemy lines
You'll never make it
You'll never survive
You do not know me I know that I'm right
I'll take my chances, its that or I die
Maybe they're right, I gotta try

When you're young they say go be what you wanna be
No one said my dreams would go and mess with my phycology
Got it how I want it but now I want an apology
I know I believe in me and I can say that honestly

[Chorus]
Home sick, But sick of my home
Crowded streets, But no one I know
Oh shit
I'm home sick
Home sick, But sick of my home
I packed up everything that I own
Oh shit
I'm home sick