And just like that in the blink of an eye days, months and years have been and gone
I look back on all the opportunities I've had and then lost
I know I should be grateful for all the things I've experienced but they're bitter sweet victories that seem to be meaningless

Nothing has changed
I've just aged
I watch as my life goes to waste

Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Dеcades of daydreaming but always exhaustеd by never achieving
Am I naïve or ignorant?
Hard to tell when I've never known any different

None of this is real, it's all just noise it's burning my ears
We tell ourselves it'll all work out just to numb the fear
But I'm afraid of the consequences of missing out
I thought by now I'd have all I want but instead I'm full of doubt

Nothing has changed (Nothing has changed)
I've just aged (I've just aged)
I watch as my life goes to waste

Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Decades of daydreaming but always exhausted by never achieving
Am I naïve or ignorant?
Hard to tell when I've never known any different
Depression is my default
Silver linings are nothing but just false hope
There's comfort in not caring
I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything
Decades of daydreaming but always exhausted by never achieving
Am I naïve or ignorant?
Hard to tell when I've never known any different