I smiled for the first time
Today, serotonin filled my brain
Then flashbacks reminded me of all the sadness I had seen
Retreating back into the dark with guilt heavy in my heart
How could I let such trauma manifest as euphoria?

Drag me into the dark (Into the dark)
It's safer where you can't see my scars
Trauma, take me away (Take me away)
Hold me close in your sweet embrace
Hand in hand we run (We run)
Towards the edge of oblivion (Oblivion)
Headfirst down the abyss (Down the abyss)
I nevеr thought it would end like this

I'm so sorry that I forgot all of the things that I had lost
I didn't mеan to entertain the idea of happiness again
Selfish thoughts of moving on, how could I be so ignorant?
Sickly sweet taste of pain, I'll never doubt your love again

I surrender
To the suffering
Can't remember
How to function without struggling

Drag me into the dark (Into the dark)
It's safer where you can't see my scars
Trauma, take me away (Take me away)
Hold me close in your sweet embrace
Hand in hand we run (Yeah, we run)
Towards the edge of oblivion (Oblivion)
Headfirst down the abyss (Down the abyss)
I never thought it would end like this