Verse 1
So many people doubt me they say i want be nothing
So many people lied i don't know why they be fronting
Since a n***a hit he act like he the shit
I don't have no time to be jealous fuck you and that bitch
If you ain't talking money fuck with you said
I don't fuck around with that he say she say
If a bitch speak on me bitch please say
Im going up i will be number one you can't stop me
That n***a said he hit why the fuck he lying
First heart break was my dad all that time lost he can't get it back
Dad your little girl gonna be grеat u not my dad you a surrogate
Shout out to the singles moms thеy hold it down
How could you play me I got that good, good you can drown
All the fuckboys you could never hit yall some clowns
I remember crying to my moma cause I thought I wasn't worth it
The shit i been though in a year I'm to good I didn't deserve it
If i see you and not speak means I don't fuck with you
I keep the grass low gotta watch out for them snakes
One day they with you the next day they really want your place
I'm going to be the greatest , greatest ain't no time for debate
The kind of person I'm am if I got it you got we share the same plate
This world would be good if we care for each other fuck the hate
Chorus
Can't be flashing out i have so much to lose
Since people doubted i have so much to prove
Everyone who slept on me yea they snooze
Im a real bitch could never take a lost
All this shit im saying come from the heart
Remembering bout the times i fell apart
I could never call on you because you were never there
Every night i say a prayer cause this pain run deep
With all the shit happening i could never get no sleep
Feels like when im tryna do good demons after me
Verse 2
When ijean got killed that shit caught me by surprise
Once again only my moma was there to wipe my eyes
So many night i cry my self to sleep damm this shit deep
So many things happen i can't speak on time to heal time move on
But i thank god belle staying last night i got on my knees start praying
Now i know she will be happy with me
When she falls i will pick her up when she weak i make her tough
Shit i been though hell my life been rough
When granny died that put the icing on the cake
I didn't say i love you more never say goodbye it was to late
But rainy days gone im getting by i can finally wipe my eyes
And for my bae you make me so happy you could never imagine
Trell you really make me happy thats no lie
I caught a feeling for you that i can't fight
I mean wat i say what i told you last night

Chorus
Can't be flashing out i have so much to lose
Since people doubted i have so much to prove
Everyone who slept on me yea they snooze
Im a real bitch could never take a lost
All this shit im saying come from the heart
Remembering bout the times i fell apart
I could never call on you because you were never there
Every night i say a prayer cause this pain run deep
With all the shit happening i could never get no sleep
Feels like when im tryna do good demons after me