[Intro]
Heaven! Heaven!
Yes I wanna go! Heaven! Heaven!
[Verse 1]
I'm getting rid of bad habits, it takes patience
I got a weakness, and it keep me anxious
I've been running for my life like police chasing
I made a promise to myself and I can't break it
Delilah been tryin' to annoy me, she want me to lose the anointing
I hear her, she screaming, she losing her voice
'Cause she knocking me down and I still keep rejoicing, I'm fearlеss
She don't understand my path
She ain't know I was thе man like that
She ain't know I was a part of God's plan like that
She ain't think that when I fell I was gon' land like that, no!
I know that I'm so far ahead, but I still feel like I'm hanging on by a thread
I'm still on the edge
Delilah, get out of my head, 'cause it's time!
I told Jezebel not this time
She ain't know she was used to get me in line
She ain't know that God had me on the incline
That's why He let me go through it about ten times
Now it's His time, I'm 'bout to get mine, now I'm focused
God told me, stop being so open
They don't know my secret, I'm chosen
I'm the next edition
I hadn't made the best decisions
'Cause most of my life was a sex addiction
I couldn't let go, it was not my intentions to disobey
It left me in disarray
Got comfortable living in sinful ways
Postponing repentance for different days
I'm thankful my sins were paid, all of us
I can't be living adulterous
If I fornicate, it's gon' cost too much
And I already feel like I lost too much
But I'm grateful, I'm grateful You didn't abandon me
I'm grateful my wisdom's expanding
And now I don't lack understanding
So now I obey Your commandments, I do
(I do)
Well at least I'm trying to
I'm no longer lying to You
No longer will I be defiant to You
Not this time
I won't be discouraged, You know I don't quit, I can't stop this time
I won't let him get me, no, not this time
I now have control of my mind, no longer am I in the blind
I looked Delilah in the eyes of fire, not this time
I looked Jezebel right behind her spell and said not this time
I looked Satan right into his face (not this time)
I built my trust when I looked at lust, and said not this time