[Intro]
Some things I've been
I've been needing to say, to you
This is long, long overdue
Father forgive me

[Verse 1]
Lately I've been way too vulnerable
I've been feeling crazy ever since I went too far with you
Now you got my issues for letting me go the distance
And I got all these issues from sleeping with different women
God told us put the drinks down, we steady sipping
The devil prowls at night, took advantage of our condition
He know what he doing, he know when to catch us slippin'
He know what he doing, he know we wеnt past our limits
Now you say you depressed, wеll, get in line
'Cause now I'm attached to all of your problems and you got mine
And after you I'll probably go sleep with somebody else
And give them all the same problems that you gave to myself
I knew the consequences before I had took these steps
I had made decisions that could have declined my health
I disobeyed you right in your face like You wasn't there
Now I'm steady reaching out to you, 'cause I need help

[Chorus]
God, help me, because I'm dying inside
I've been dealing with problems, and they not mine
Forgive me for the sins I committed before Your eyes
In Jesus' name, can you cleanse me of all my ties
I cover my insecurities up with lies
I feel like the whole world against me, I don't know why
Satan tried to take me away from you, I deny
In Jesus' name, can you cleanse me of all my ties
[Verse 2]
So many years I've been sinning without repentin'
Can't even lie, I've lost count of how many women
Little do they know was how much I'm really stressin'
My toxicity contagious so they leave with my depression
Filled with much aggression, I take it out on my lady
When I'm alone at night, I don't know who might have my baby
Tempt me with fornication, the devil drivin' me crazy
He makes it look appealing, I know he just tryin' to take me
I wake up and try to pray it all away
But even when I pray I feel guilty as yesterday
I've been suicidal, been hopin' somebody kill me
And every woman I slept with about to feel it
God, I promise, just help me, I'll make it right
God, I promise to come back into your light
God, I promise today that I'll change my life
God, I promise to save myself for my wife

[Chorus]
God, help me, because I'm dying inside
I've been dealing with problems, and they not mine
Forgive me for the sins I committed before Your eyes
In Jesus' name, can you cleanse me of all my ties
I cover my insecurities up with lies
I feel like the whole world against me, I don't know why
Satan tried to take me away from you, I deny
In Jesus' name, can you cleanse me of all my ties
[Outro]
And that's real
I owed you that, publicly
I'm not ashamed
Thank you