I'm only 16 years old
And I've decided I'm gonna die alone

When I'm sat alone in bed
No notifications, I may as well be dead

No one to say goodnight for so long
You don't know what you had until its gone

Maybe if I was better looking, I wouldn't have to look
For so long for somebody to lean on
Maybe if I had clear face, maybe if I wrote better songs
Maybe I could more easily fall in love

Take this shitty chord progression
Please put it somewhere better

Sometimes I look up at the stars
And wonder if its all gonna go really wrong


Maybe if I was better looking, I wouldn't have to look
For so long for somebody to lean on
Maybe if I had clear face, maybe if I wrote better songs
Maybe I could more easily fall in love
I think some things sometimes
That make me scare my self
Could be worse or better
Why do I do this to myself

It's only gonna hurt
Why do I even try
I'm sorry
I'm sorry