[Intro]
Resisting the urge to carve "bitch" in capital letters into my thighs
Do you know how hard it is to write in cursive with a knife?

[Chorus]
Just when I think I'm getting better
I trip and I stumble and think about letters
I could've wrote to myself
(You didn't write for long enough to be upheld)
By myself
I'm hanging on by my pinkie
You see all the qualities I never see
I'm not saying it's a privilege to be with me
But when you offered me some help I had a voice that'd scream:

[Post-Chorus]
"Run!" (Run) "Run! They arе trying to trick you"
And I scream, "Run!" (Run) "Run! They will dismiss you"
I am greatеr than the sum of parts
Sometimes it's like I'm falling apart
I am scared, I am scared, I am scared of being put into check

[Verse 1]
I wish that I
Knew exactly who I wanted to be all along
Then maybe I wouldn't got picked on
When I was young
People would talk to me for fun
They thought it was funny
[Verse 2]
And I was just a child and I was naive
I couldn't make friends, oh, how my heart bleeds
I became toxic and I became vile
Worked really hard to stop this for a while
Now your sat here holding my face
Telling me everything's gonna be okay
And I can't bring myself to believe you
I can't bring myself to believe

[Chorus]
Just when I think I'm getting better
I cannot sleep and think about whether I should leave this all behind
(Everybody hates you and you shouldn't have pride)
In myself
I was everything that you shouldn't be
I have a small case of disaster disease
I'm not interested in being interesting
I just think I ought to be more like myself at this moment—

[Outro]
(I think you're worthless)
I think I don't think I deserve this
(Your songs aren't as good as you think)
I was in the bathroom crying into the sink
(I think you're worthless)
I think I think I deserve this