[Verse 1]
It's mid October
The leaves change colors again
But somehow you’re still the same
And you're still not sober
And three years later
I'm still hoping that you’ll change

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh I'm so good at holding on to potential
Don't know why it's so damn hard just to let go

[Chorus]
Of who you could be, what you used to mean
And all the shit I should've done differently
If I would've stayed and not wanted space
I can't help but think that you could've been saved
I thought I was so lucky
To finally find somebody
But I guess I wasn’t lucky enough
To break through to ya

[Verse 2]
I remember summers
Underneath my covers
Talking ’causе we couldn't sleep
I could feel us shifting
August spent at arms length
You promisеd that it wasn’t me
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh I'm so good at getting too sentimental
Don't know why it's so damn hard just to let go

[Chorus]
Of who you could be, what you used to mean
And all the shit I should’ve done differently
If I would've stayed and not wanted space
I can't help but think that you could've been saved
I thought I was so lucky
To finally find somebody
But I guess I wasn't lucky enough
To break through to ya

[Bridge]
Break through to ya
I couldn't break through to ya
But maybe to get better yeah
I need to let go

[Chorus]
Of who you could be, what you used to mean
And all the shit I should've done differently
If I would've stayed and not wanted space
I can't help but think that you could've been saved
I thought I was so lucky
To finally find somebody
But I guess I wasn't lucky enough
To break through to ya