(intro)
It's a true shame that life treats me like a pile of flying shit but sometimes it treats me like a king just like my baby girl

(verse 1)
N***as be mad, some of em are in there feels right now, im trying to figure out my life while being yelled at for stupid shit, oh shit its my last pill shit i been taking extra every day i hope my mom won't notice i hope she dont get mad i hope she flip out i hope its all right i pray that i dont od that on me if i do and i dont wanna die i still got my wife and my family ima have a baby girl or boy on thе way and that otay, how am i gon live my life if i stay in a cofin that rough and.. i dont wanna say what ima do in the futurе if i could be dead before the sun up, im not up im down my Ora is low im slow im gonna go and when i do i dont come back and thats a fact look at my dad oh wait you can't hes left my ass i dont give a fuck whats the fucking matter nothing n***a sligah im a ringa

(chorus)
Oh if i kick the stool back and let the rope hug my neck im be dead thats on red its said, if i pull the trigger ill be dead on sight, but if i do its gonna show that i dont really give a fuck, and i give a fuck why the fuck you think im still here.....

(verse 2)
I got mad when ever my little brothers woke up moms and when step dad... wasn't himself das crazy but im the one to blame if i do anything wrong you make me feel wrong now somedays is my wife in a thong she make me feel better i dont mean sexually i mean yes that too but she helps me cope with my shit my mom is the only one that understands how i move and think but as soon as i blink i fear she might vanish now each time i feel like i can live shorter, even tho my older bro hike on me and goof around about how i look and what i do i tell myself maybe one day u won't be able too hike ill be dead soon, im too young im the future what a future if im dead, thats on red im dead, why is that each time i breath i regret ever second i dont do something important

(chorus)
Oh if i kick the stool back and let the rope hug my neck im be dead thats on red its said, if i pull the trigger ill be dead on sight, but if i do its gonna show that i dont really give a fuck, and i give a fuck why the fuck you think im still here.....

(verse 3)
WHY CAN'T I JUST TALK AND SPEAK MY MIND WITHOUT GETTING A LECTURE,I WANNA BURN MY FINGERS BECAUSE I LIVE,AND OPING DOESN'T HELP EITHER BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT ......i just hope i don't put the barrel to my mouth......
I ain't gonna be that i wanna be in my kids life in my moms life my wifes life SHES MORE THEN ANYTHING TO ME
Its the same shit i do to get throught this game called life and i hope i can roll that dice more then a few more times.....

(outro)
God-god bless-