(intro:ONLY_DRIFT_KING)
I can't see my self happy i can’t see at all what the fuck is this am i going?

(verse 1: brookie)
Can't be happy when u got no mama or daddy goin down the wrong path no one to show u right from wrong but lifes all wrong can't see what in it for me to keep livin bought to just put this gun to my head and make everyone happy including my self can’t see myself happy cutting myself is how i make myself happy blood pours tears roll down my eyes life is all alone but it's all good am going to die alone(why) i dont know maybe ask me how i feel maybe i make you feel it so then you'll know not to ask

(chorus: both)
Why do you care don't you be happier (NO) sad sad~ i can't even see myself to be good, sad sad~ all i do is sad why are you mad why do you fucking care im not happy maybе i should steal some cash....

(versе 2:ONLY_DRIFT_KING)
Why can't i be happy, what's wrong with me, why can't i die happy i will die sad that’s what made me mad hoping that i willl be glad, -SAD SAD, why can’t be free from you, you can't be without me, i can’t even with this i need her i can't see my self alive in 3 hours now im in a bad mood why the fuck am i in a mood i need to clean my head why do i take meds, i need happy pills then be happy 24/7 like my life in a one hour loop all i need right is some funky ass i need to be happy for once its a curse to live without her im near death, mike tyson why do i got a tat on my face thats a scar to my place i never need money anyway i need loved but you weren't near but im here i can't go no more that whats my mom said~...made song off of pure hate and pain.SAD SAD

(chorus: both)
Why do you care don’t you be happier (NO) sad sad~ i can't even see myself to be good, sad sad~ all i do is sad why are you mad why do you fucking care im not happy maybe i should steal some cash....

(verse 3:both)
I love how i can't fit in even tho try so hard 'cept i don't wanna fit in fit in f-f-f-f-f fit in SAD SAD, i love the way it feels i can something to me i wanna be something else instead im here alive feel my pain fucking bitch fell my pain p-p-p-pp pain, i get my hair done along with my nails and (fame?) my fucking eyebrows,get new 'sweats bet's i made i lost fucking me i lost my meds i dont wanna be mad im super sad sad im mad i can't fit in was i made to stand out why didi i leave my self why do i hate my self, sometime i question god's choices and choice and why he made me hype off of hate im on a cutting spree im tried kill me..x_x