[Intro: ISSBROKIE, Nuuma, Jenx2]
Ah, man
Such a beautiful day outside, birds are chirping, music and uh— the—the sun is so bright it fucking hurts my eyes
Hi Brokie
Oh, whats up Nuuma!
Yo, Brokie
Yoo! What's up Jen, how's it—how's it going?
It's going good, man, what about you?
Oh, aha, I'm doing great, I'm totally not fucking depressed
[Hook]
Yuh, my life's gone to shit, yuh, my life's gone to shit
Yuh, my life's gone to shit, okay, my life's gone to shit
Yuh, my life's gone to shit, yuh, my life's gone to shit
Okay, my life's gone to shit, yuh, my life's gone to shit
[Verse]
Got my homies in the trap, back home in the city, uh
Now I'm in the suburbs and I'm still feeling shitty, uh
Bitch, I am depressed, I have friends, I feel sticky
I look myself in the mirror and I tell myself I'm pretty
I don't think so, I just gotta lie to myself until I think so
This is paradise, bitch, I'm up in San Francisco
Soft pink beanie, on my head is flamingo
I think I need pills in my head, fuckin' bingo
Got it, yeah, I think I've got it
Demons in my head just wanna fight out, tell em "Stop it"
Demons in my head sayin' "Go work in an office"
Now I feel like killing myself is my only option
[Hook]
Yuh, my life's gone to shit, yuh, my life's gone to shit
Okay, my life's gone to shit, yuh, my life's gone to shit
Okay, my life's gone to shit, yuh, my life's gone to shit
Okay, my life's gone to shit, yuh, my life's gone to shit
Okay- ISSBROKIE
[Outro]
I mean dude like I'm making progress—'cause it's getting easier
To go outside— um, which used to be an issue, because like I used to have the mindset where it's just like "Oh, I used to go outside with this person that I shared a very strong connection with and now that person hates me and everytime I go outside I get reminded of how happy I used to be and how unhappy I am now."