[Verse 1]
Right
Fuck life, it's all a game
No I can't pretend that I feel the same
Back then I felt love contained in a perfect family
And now it's just pain
Me hearts broken in so many places, let the blood pour man
I can't quite take it
Me old dreams that I'd given up chasing
I was so close, I could almost taste them
We was so in love
Now it's so damn tough
And I'm coping, just
Still pray to God, no I won't give it up
Tell me, I'm a half of a man
I'm at me wits end, but I can't give a damn
And I wanna reach out, but it just feels like I'm falling down

[Chorus]
For what it's worth
I've been popping these pills so long that they hardly work
No more
I gotta find myself again
For thеm all, I sold my soul, all wrapped up and I can't let go
Can we not just prеtend?
[Verse 2]
I can't pretend that I feel just fine
If I go another day, then I'll lose my mind
I still remember that look in your eye
When I turned and I walked and I waved goodbye
Down this gin, poison me guts, let me blood thin
I don't give a fuck
I know it ain't so but I just feel stuck
I know I shouldn't go but I hurt so much
Sold my soul, straight down the river
Row, row, row, not a thought for me liver
She will never know all the love I could give her
I know I'm all alone but I don't wanna give up
Cry in the night like a newborn fetus
Pacifier with the liquor, my weakness
Wipe it dry, I could never let it beat us
Fuck life with me five inch penis

[Chorus]
For what it's worth
I've been popping these pills so long that they hardly work
No more
I gotta find myself again
For them all, I sold my soul, all wrapped up and I can't let go
Can we not just pretend?
[Outro]
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