I guess you wonder where I've been
I searched to find the love within
I came back to let you know
I got a thing for you and I can't let go

Sometimes I wonder how you've been
But hope I don't see you again
I wrote this to let you know
I had a thang for you but I gotta let go

Yeah you know I had a thang for you
Thoughts I can't explain to you
This that type of love that make me carry all yo pain for you
Now I hear you wonder where I've been who I've been with
All of sudden you care girl you still ain't shit
I thought you'd spin back
Tell me why you did that
If I was who I used to be I probably get my lick back
Couldn't stoop that low
Consider yourself lucky that I took the chancе to grow
When I should've let you know
I lеt them lies come out yo mouth and really fuck with my head
Like am I crazy for believing every word that you said
Remember back when we was young we sent the riskiest texts
I used to run around the crib soon as the message was sent
I think I should let you know that you had turn my heart so cold
If you so good at acting why you couldn't play your role
Thought you was the one for sure
I was bitten by the love bug
Took your love drug to ease the pain
From a pill popper to the love doctor this shit strange
Everything turned my world upside down
The worst thing is that I held it down
Like how could I be so blinded by your love?
That I couldn't seem to find who I dreamed of
Sometimes I wonder how you've been
But hope I don't see you again
I wrote this to let you know
I had a thang for you, don't act like you don't know

Hold on let me bring it back again
I want you to feel all of this pain that I've been packing in
Feeling like that Double R truck when it be backing in
Wish you had me back again
Had me contemplating and conversating with savages
That's been in my head
I've been seeing red
Reason why these bitches in my bed
Could be you instead
But I play that how you want to play
You ain't like that do it out of spite that
When I write these songs I do it as if you gon' write back to me
I just take my pain and roll it all inside the loose leaf
How you go from wifey to a certified groupie
Used to have you spraying like an uzi
Them feelings offset cause you thought you was bad and boujee, for real
Know I said it's fuck you but I think about you still
Head over heels, till you turn my heart to Emmett Till
Heart still in the field, this is not a drill
Keep my love concealed cause that shit could probably get me killed
If I stay so blinded by your love
It's gon' be hard to find, who I once was, uh-huh
Sometimes I wonder how you've been
But hope I don't see you again
I wrote this to let you know
I had a thang for you, don't act like you don't know

I guess you wonder where I've been
I searched to find the love within
I came back to let you know
I got a thing for you and I can't let go