​kyeaintdead
I aint in my head
COKE ON MY FACE
I NEED THIS PAIN
I BREAK NOT BROKE
IM FUCKED TODAY
FUCK OUT OF MY MIND AND FUCK WHATCHU SAY

AYE

YOU CAUSED ME ALL THIS MISERY
YOU JUST A FUCKIN MEMORY
YOU HATE AND BLEED BUT I DONT SEE
WITH ALL THIS BLAME I KNOW YOU MISSIN ME
FUCK OUTTA MY MIND YOU HOE
THE FUCK YOU WANT FROM ME

YOU SAY ITS OVER
BUT I AINT IN MY HEAD
WHEN THOUGHTS ARE SOBER
I THINK OF YOU INSTEAD

DROP DEAD
A BULLET UP IN MY FACE
I BET MY SUICIDE WONT NUMB THE PAIN

ALL I WANT
ITS PLAYING UP IN MY HEAD
IM GETTIN HUNG UP
I WANNA BLOW MY BRAIN
I CHOKE
I KNOW
I DO SOME BLOW
I NUMB THE PAIN ITS ALL FOR SHOW
(All of these drugs)
THE ONLY COPING MECHANISM I KNOW
(can't get enough)

ONE SHOT IT AINT THAT EASY
TWO THREE MORE THOTS HATE THAT FEELING
DO MORE DRUGS TO MASK THE BLEEDING
NO MORE PAIN I SAY THIS EVENING

ITS 3 AM
I CANT FUCKIN SLEEP
ALL THESE FUCKIN DEMONS KEEP ON HAUNTING ME
I CLOSE MY FUCKIN EYES BUT GET NO FUCKIN REST
IM HUNG UP ON ALL THESE WORDS I CANT GET OFF MY CHEST
I SCREAM AS THE PAIN GETS LOUDER EVERY FUCKIN DAY
IM TWISTED IN MY THOUGHTS I AINT FUCKIN YOU AYE
I JUST WANT YOU TO SEE ME
NOT TO FUCK ME OFF BLEEDING
BUT STILL YOU AINT FUCKIN YOU JUST FUCKIN LEFT ME OUT SEETHING

YOU SAY ITS OVER
BUT I AINT IN MY HEAD
WHEN THOUGHTS ARE SOBER
I THINK OF YOU INSTEAD
DROP DEAD
A BULLET UP IN MY FACE
I BET MY SUICIDE WONT NUMB THE PAIN

ALL I WANT
ITS PLAYING UP IN MY HEAD
IM GETTIN HUNG UP
I WANNA BLOW MY BRAIN

COKE ON MY FACE
I NEED THIS PAIN
I BREAK NOT BROKE
IM FUCKED TODAY
FUCK OUT OF MY MIND AND FUCK WHATCHU SAY

I CHOKE
I KNOW
I DO SOME BLOW
I NUMB THE PAIN ITS ALL FOR SHOW
(All of these drugs)
THE ONLY COPING MECHANISM I KNOW