Coming down off caps of death
Cut with angels ashes and binary morphine
The numbing process ended, and when I looked up
I was in a nightmare waiting for the morning

It was confusing, trauma I stitched with a broken string
I remembered not remembering anything

The sound is creeping up, and it irritates me

Go away
Stay the fuck away
What I find abusing, you find amusing

It makes my skin crawl and my stomach's turning

My thoughts personified into the deafening sound of doubt and I can't get it the fuck out

I tried to block it out
All I heard was the sound of doubt
It festered in my head
Made me its house

"I am a dead man walking"
It whispered in my ear
A deer caught in the headlights of fear
It won't let me talk so I'll let it speak for itself