fromjoy
So Young, Too Old
I remember the bathroom light and a body barricading the door
The ending of one's innocence, running down like tears hitting the floor
Where do we draw the line between power and lust?
Because of you, I feel weak and everyone has lost my trust
I will never be the same after the violation, I was left in disarray
You prowled on me like a lion waiting to bathe itself in flesh
One decadе has passed, but the memory is still too frеsh
Was this the moment that started it all?
The edge I stood on for so long
The moment before the jump
No catch before the fall
The forgiveness only lifted the burden for so long
And when I had it in my hands, it anchored me underwater
I knew it was over
Her hand, golden and aged, pulled me to shore
Lifted the weight off of my back, mended together
Then it climbed back on my shoulders
I lost my grip and my mind
Trying to come to terms with what happened that night
Things would be much easier (Easier)
If I was fucking blind