fromjoy
The Gift of My Hate..it lingers..
Troubleshoot, re-boot, breakthrough, the terminal is feeling
Cut deep, let it feel, seep out, it's capable of bleeding
Therapy, coping, rehabilitate, re-route
It's giving up, servers shut down, it's bleeding out
I can sleep, but I never rest
Every step I take feels like I'm walking on broken glass
I'm done wasting my breath and shedding skin
I'm done repeating myself again
I've been trying to get my point across, but you always miss it
I can't tell if you're full of yourself, or if you're just full of shit
I don't hate you
Don't make me hate you
I want to hate you
You're making me hate you
I can't see you
I see right through you
If I had no heart, I'd fucking kill you
Bitch
I'm sick of all of you
I'll make you sick of me
I have no mouth, but I'm going to scream
I won't give you the gift of hating you
But my forgiveness is out of date
I was the open letter when you sealed your fate
You look like a deer caught in the headlights of my car
Driven by fear, you'll end up on my plate
I walked
I could do nothing but walk
And then, I saw me walking in front of myself
But it wasn't really me
Watch out
The gap in the door... it's a separate reality
The only me is me
Are you sure the only you is you?