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​theseus
What can I say that hasn't been said?
I've seen this pattern, again and again
It's just the same, a feeling of regret
I'll throw this away, but I'll never forget

Everyone wants a piece of me
Pushing and pulling, picking and tearing away

I shaved the skin off my body
My paranoia and selflessness became one, as I became nothing

But they kept pushing the weight, the strangle, the world got caught in my throat
The hate I once felt came back tenfold
We can not reap, we will choke on what wе've sewn
The silvеr lining blurs as the tunnels close

Weak and ugly, interloping, misanthropy, I'm just understating
This world is what's killing me inside, and I'm lost with nowhere to hide (Nowhere to hide)
I am living a fucking lie
I'm erasing the smile (I'm erasing the smile)
And leaving everyone behind

This world has shown me a year's worth of fortune at the cost of a life's debt
Suffocation, choking on melancholy with no way to satisfy my breath

I've seen what I needed to, without my purpose being served
Do not mourn my loss, for I will find peace
Away from you, in death