I'd rather be dead than going home, I’d rather be sad than being alone, all my friends are rad but im sitting here getting blown up, i wanna be rad but im just too sad, i feel like a brat, i feel like im the only one, all my friends are the chosen ones but im the lonely one, im sitting here here asking my mom if im the favorite one, but shes just outside smoking blunts, im getting kidnapped i wanna be in the front, everone is just getting drunk im in the trunk, i can't breath, mom where are you i was getting kidnapped on my birthday you didn't care you never told me you hated me all i got to eat was cheese, it stinked just like i bleed so i wish something i wish i would have a good life but no im too suicidal to do it might just have to end my whole life.