[Hook]
I wish I was so carefree, just like when we were kids
I wish I was still happy, now I always feel like shit
I wish I was so carefree, just like when we were kids
I wish I was still happy, now I always feel like shit

[Verse 1]
I haven't felt happy in so damn long
Got me asking, “Where did I go wrong?”
Now, I feel so empty and I feel so lost
There's no saving me, I'm too far gone

Ba-ba-back when I felt so alive
Now I feel numb, is this a sign?
Sing my favorite songs like I didn't have a care
Looking for that spark, but I can't find it anywhere

[Hook]
I wish I was so carefree, just like when we were kids
I wish I was still happy, now I always feel like shit
I wish I was so carefree, just like whеn we were kids
I wish I was still happy, now I always feel likе shit

[Verse 2]
There was a time where I dreamed of being a star
I hold those memories as a place in my heart
It surprises me in life that I've made it this far
As I reminisce and look up to the stars
I haven't seen my old friends in forever
I wonder how they're doing now
On the small school bus, we would always laugh
In the good old days when life wasn't so bad

[Hook]
I wish I was so carefree, just like when we were kids
I wish I was still happy, now I always feel like shit
I wish I was so carefree, just like when we were kids
I wish I was still happy, now I always feel like shit

[Outro]
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