Lying on a floor completely surrounded
Hand over my heart to see if it still pounded
Do you remember? Do you recall?
Encased by the illness of these four walls

You will die soon!
I hope you'll feel like shit too

The blood says you are my family
But you're nothing more than my enemy
No longer a kid that you can denigrate
Hoping today's the day you all fade away
I'll be saying grace

Chewed me up and spit me out
Left to cope with my deprivations
Sent to school with smoke-tinged clothes
Say nothing, but I know thе teachers know
At night the silhouеttes and shadows
Are having their own conversations
Only now I know they weren't speaking
They were actually overdosing

Give a home to a derelict, forced to acclimate
Say "he's different", what's the difference? They are all the same
Stole my things, sold them all, I'm forced to take the blame
I can't wait till you're all gone, I'm gonna celebrate

Our DNA may suggest that you are family
There ain't a single solid branch that's holding up this family tree
Now I'm no longer just a kid that you can denigrate
Hoping today will be the day that you all fade away!
(Always be dreaming of the day that you all)
Fade away!

I've let go, but it creeps inside
You'll know how it feels when you're about to

Fucking die!
Darkness, I feel like these thoughts are too much I just might kick the chair just to Watch you strung up
Listen, closely, connect the dots
I'm now the one who will poison your thoughts!