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[Producer Tag]
K–K–Kato on the track bi—

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[Chorus: Jordan the Abstract]
I been working on the phone
Far from home, don't know where I've gone
Don't know what I'm on
But I know that I gotta find me
That I gotta find me, yeah
I been drinking way to much, think to much
Bout my life and such
Never really stressed
I'm obsessed, cause I gotta find me, yeah
Cause I gotta find me, yeah (ay)

[Verse 1: Jordan the Abstract]
Where I'm at? I don't even know no more
I been focused on my goals
I been tryna get that glory
I been staying in my lane, but I'm feeling lost like dory
Found me a Dora, she an explorer, and I adore her
I call her ecstasy she my euphoria
I'm getting high just off of her aura
She something bad like Sodom and Gomorrah
Stuck in a pillar of salt
Can't even talk, can't even walk
Cause if I misstep then I just might fall
I just might fall
Cause if I misstep then I just might fall
I just might fall, and I'll lose it all
[Chorus: Jordan the Abstract]
I been working on the phone
Far from home, don't know where I've gone
Don't know what I'm on
But I know that I gotta find me
That I gotta find me, yeah
I been drinking way to much, think to much
Bout my life and such
Never really stressed
I'm obsessed, cause I gotta find me, yeah
Cause I got find me, yeah (ay)

[Verse 2: Martellas]
Coasting through on life all the time
When I write I'm like alright alright alright
I guess I am advanced, getting on the mic
Taking up the last stand, like I'm magnet mike
Turning to a madman, staying up all night
Giving it my might to write till my mind
Ain't right like it's fried despite
All the alike advice

All the alike advice tryina get me hype
When they do me right
Comin' with the vice
Like they tryina get a grip on life
And I fight cause it's mine
And I break that shit
Cause with Judo I know
How to go and get low
Then throw up with the flow
Hepatitis C on the beat
Coming in the industry with this heat
Parents always pissed at me
I get a feat then I get to feed
I'm a Judah emcee
I fiend for the beats
And I'm four twelfths the way
I need twenty-nine minutes in the business
And thirty-five once I'm up in it
Then I quit the game and I'm livin'
In the name of the lord
In the name of the lord
The name of the lord!

Name of the lord
Matter of fact that's me
So cut that shit, that blasphemy
Unless you actually
Tryina face your mortality
And get a blast from me
On a Nasty beat like it's a battery
Don't get mad at me I'm yo majesty
"No Sucka MC" gon' step to me
I'm reppin' T got a repertoire
That I myself I had to start
Got no guard 'till I hit em with the bars
Like maximum security
All these rappers fearing me
But I'm lost and I'm hearing heat
So I got write some shit when I'm feeling me
You just appear to me to be a weak mc

If got a skill I'ma kill all this shit
I'ma kill artists', I'm a pure artisan
The brother of Artemis
But don't get it twisted like yo fitted
I'm a kid and
All this shit I been through
Been too much been enough
To make you quit or make you sick
I ain't rich but I'm making sense
Like it's basic shit, I'ma play some shit
Like a game, get some fame
In the lanes I'ma race
Finna have a father for the rest of my life
Ain't nobody but a pig that died
Put me in a slaughterhouse and I slaughter I
But you can't comprehend what I said
Cause I got a farther mind
That's always asking "Who am I?" (look)
[Verse 3: Jordan the Abstract]
Uh, yeah
Who am I?
I don't know, but could you please remind me?
Asking people, and they just rewind me
Saying "This so hot!"
There ain't no one like me
I know, I ain't the same I hope
Making tidals, I ain't found my flow
Were my head at? Where the bread at?
And I cook in the lab like the pad was bakery
To say the least, don't anger me
To the top where I aim to be
So your heads only thing I see
I'm coming first, I'm A you B
You hating me, you hate to see
The flames I leave, on every beat
I take your soul there's no receipt
My heart so cold, but spitting heat
And I don't even know who the hell I be
Please tell me who I see in bathroom mirror
Ain't it clear, that I ain't here
And I can see, I disappeared
I shave my head and wield my spears
I pierce my ear, and pop some pills
All of this just so that I can feel
Man I been through the worst, like Emmett Till
But the big difference is that I'm still here
I still fear, my end near
Devil in my ear saying exit here
Vision isn't clear so I'm out, swervin' (alright)